Look if you are going to be pissed off at me for a joke then fine, fuck it i dont need friends.....ill be better off without people that hate be and pretend to be my friends. Iv always liked to be alone anyway. Theres only one person that i can trust in this world, and thats me. Thats the only person ill ever need. Friends only drag you down. SO FUCK IT I DONT EVEN CARE ANY MORE! FUCKEN HATE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELES IN THIS FUCKEN WORLD!! IM SICK OF IT. IM SICK OF THIS WORLD....AND IM SICK OF PEOPLE THAT HATE ME....just another person to add to the list. Its really too bad. And i just wana have a quick shout out to my cave man anserters that started this whole allince friend crap. I think the world would be better of if everyone only cared about them self, then there would be no one to let you down.


Next fucked up rant. Love....this thing called love has ruined my life! THE ONLY PERSON ON THIS EARTH IS SASHA!!!!! END OF STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK EVERYONE ELES.....


Fuck....everything




Oh and you know what people may make me say sorry, but i deffenitaly dont feel sorry. Espisaly when im compleatly ignored, lied to and blamed. All i can say if fuck this whole life. No one cares about me....no one would even give it a secound thought if i took the gun off the top rack of the closet and shot my self in the head NO ONE! Accualy i bet you'll all be happy if i die! People would be dancing in the streets and so would you....you know who im talking to! I know you would! I KNOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS TO FEEL THIS WAY!!!! YOU CAN NEVER KNOW!!!!!!!!! IM CLINNCALY DEPRESSED, THEY GIVE ME PILLS WICH MAKE IT SO I FEEL NOTHING ALL FUCKING DAY LONG! SO DONT GIVE ME THAT SHIT ABOUT HOW YOU UNDERSTAND.... so just fuck it, do your selfs a favor and forget about me, the fucked up bitch you know as pauline....shes dead as of this moment.....goodbye



ps amber, ask my sister to move in. You can have my room ^___^